Sunday, 30 October 2011




Me by sania1 featuring facets jewelry

Roxy green plaid shirt
£45 -

Lanvin short sleeve jacket
$1,490 -

Clinch floral luggage
€139 -

Facets jewelry
$68 -

$50 -

Valentino printed scarve
$365 -

Mango sunglasses
£35 -

Set of 12 Scatter Leaves
$7.95 -

Chess Purple Pillar Candle
£7 -

Turquoise Candles

If I could...

Friday, 28 October 2011

A Letter..

Meeting you was not a coincidence.. but pure destiny...

It wasn't love at first sight...but love at first conversation..
It was wrong yet it was right...
We fit perfectly like a lock and key...
We could talk for hours never wanting to disconnect the call...

But 1 day...

I realized that I had made a mistake and you aren't mine...

I would love to rewrite my life , but unfortunately I can't erase my mistakes... Its hard to accept but you can't change the past and correct the things to the way you want them to happen...

But you can change the future... No mistakes again.... Some things aren't just meant to be...

I still believe we got many chances but blew them off...

I don't want to lose you in this life , I am not that patient....

So wherever you go , whatever you do...Whatever it takes.... How many times my heart breaks... I don't care... I'll still be right here waiting for you....

I love you till  the end....

Thursday, 27 October 2011

Sorry my friend...

Sorry of being so possessive
Sorry of being so emotional
Sorry that I cry for you
Sorry because I can’t live without you
Sorry my friend I made you mad
Sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it’s my disgrace
Sorry for thinking of you so very much
Sorry I always miss your touch
Sorry of being so mad about you
Sorry for my every blue
Sorry of being so immature
Sorry now that can’t be cured
Sorry of being myself
Sorry that I’ve failed
I’m sorry and sorry again
Sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you.....!!

Friday, 14 October 2011

How can some one be so cruel?

My God Just read an article about a girl , Junko Furuta.... It disgusts me how can some people be so cruel to a human being... I mean din't their hearts shiver to see the poor girl in a state they had put her..? I seriously wish they had got better sentences than just few years in prisom...
It makes me cry thinking about the condition of gitls in this world... RIP junko... I seriously wish you get your peace, your revenge one day! 

This is her story... BUT read only if you have a strong heart...

Junko Furuta. The girl who went through 44 days of torture.

Junko Furuta was born in 1972 in Saitama prefecture Misato (Japan).The daughter of a family of Japanese workers, his humble origins did not prevent her to excel in the various activities performed. She was an honor student and cultivated a large number of friends among her classmates and some neighbors. 

One of his classmates was Hiroshi Miyano, eighteen years old, who felt a strong attraction for Junko Furuta unrequited. Hiroshi was also a young member of the Yakuza low, the fearsome Japanese Mafia.Nobody messed with him, or at school or outside it, for he had a reputation for violence. Hiroshi Miyano
On November 22, 1988, when he was sixteen Furuta, Hiroshi and three of his friends told him he needed to talk to her privately. Furuta agreed by fear and the four students got into a car, taking it to the house of the parents of Nobuharu Minato, another of the hijackers, who was sixteen years. The other two kidnappers were Jo Kamisaku, seventeen years, and Yasushi Watanabe of diecisete years. All but Kamsaku were from Tokyo. Minato's house Nobuharu Once there, the four students threatened Furuta, from that time, he would do what they ordered would subject to punishment. Furuta was terrified. The first thing they did was give him a beating as punishment for not agreeing to go with the times he had been invited. Subsequently, completely undressed, took photographs and proceeded to rape her in turn. Junko Furuta kidnapped and photographed

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped

Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta’s unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering..

 Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta

Wednesday, 12 October 2011

I am there..Just for me

I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped.

Awwwwwwww....Thats called a Mom ♥