Tuesday 19 July 2011

This lie's become a part of me...
for months i have played this game...
Acting like it doesn't hurt..
Everytime I hear his name...

Ignoring what's inside of me...
Pretending I've moved on...
As if the feelings I once had for him...
Are now some how gone...

Spending each and every day...
With happiness and laughs...
Forgetting all our memories...
Avoiding photographs...

But last night when I saw the song...
I wrote when I first fell for him...
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath...

When suddenly it hit me...
As the tears started to flow...
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go....</3

Tuesday 12 July 2011

Unseen Crush......

I don't know how.... 
 I fell for you...  
My heart -- it went weak... 
 And now its yours....  
Your words have touched my soul....  
I'm enchanted by their simplicity....  
I haven't met you - heard you - seen you....  
But still am madly in love with you.....  
It's not my first...still its deep... 
 Your thoughts have captured me... 
 I think about you all the time... 
 I see you in my dreams...  
I know its stupid..  
I know we don't belong...  
But what I feel...  
Is very strong...  
Its here to stay...  
And there's nothing I can do about it....   
Because..this my love..   
Is entirely your fault...

Monday 11 July 2011

Captured the Beautiful Snail on my camera reels...Rain starts and Mumbai is full of snails!!

awsum band....!!

Cathrsis | Thane
Parth Raval I call u my bst frn, bcoz u r d best thing datz eva happend 2 me till nw....I lyk how I can tok 2 you abt nythng nd u lsn...U knw sumthng s wrng wd me thru jst a msg...U can mke me smile wen I m sad....U knw d crazy person I am but u r still here after all the crap...I dunno hw u put up wd me bt datz hw I knw dat u r my bst frnd n I cnt afford to lose u ever!! :)

awwwwwww......saw ds on my way to college...a skool kid trying 2 shelter a dog under his umberella....(Thane..Mumbai :)

He was never my boyfriend,
but I miss his hugs,
his smiles,
his advice,
his love,
his kindness,
the times we cried together,
and the times we laughed together.
I guess I fell in love with our friendship !!!



I luv u parth...thankz fr being my bst frnd...an unbiological twin...and d wierdest company :P

awwwwweeessomme...must watch!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5Y460dZtGY&feature=share

Sunday 10 July 2011

To my bst friend..Parth Raval

A quick glance, a tender smile&#8230;.A soft voice, an unspoken love&#8230;A kind face, an inner beauty&#8230;.A new twin, a brother from another mother&#8230;A protective shadow, a joke on days sad&#8230;A tear sometimes, a cry of despair..A day of agony&#8230;dat doesn&#8217;t lastI might not say it often&#8230;but..That&#8217;s what you are to me&#8230;.My bst frn♥
A quick glance, a tender smile….
A soft voice, an unspoken love…
A kind face, an inner beauty….
A new twin, a brother from another mother…
A protective shadow, a joke on days sad…
A tear sometimes, a cry of despair..
A day of agony…dat doesn’t last

I might not say it often…but..
That’s what you are to me….My bst frn

my poem

my designs....:)

THANKZ FOR BEING IN MY LYF :) ♥ (written by me for my best friend Parth Raval on his bday..4th May)


Its only 2 n a half hours till 4 may comez and u turn 18 :D:D:D….Sooo Mr. Official Adult„,Wish u advance mein Haaaappppiiiieeee Biiiirrrtthhdaaayyy!!! :)))
It has been two years since I have known u…N itz beeeennn greaaaatt havin u as my den frnd..n now best frnd..:D
I still rembr my first impression of u…:P
You were d sleepy shaant guy sittin beside Omar ya Zabeir ya Hilal in Hindi class…..Mr. dukhi atma as the galz called u :P :P :P..!!! One day absent One day Present….tab I neva thought that one day u ll b d person with whom I’ll share the most…
Whole of the first term we rarely talked….n I think we dint evn exist fr each oder….And den 2nd term The Incident happened :P:P
I rembr in tuition u sittin in d nxt seat ur face red with anger…..me kubra n elizabeth beside u treeeeemmmbbblin in fear … both whisperin 2 me…WE R SOOOO GNA GET MURDERED 2DAY!! 
but den dat day at nite u n me chatted »> n i cleared dat we had no hand in d BIG gossip abt u!! (though dey were verrryy funnny :P)
and datz wen we became frnz….:D
I seriously am thankfull to dat jerk whu spread d rumours..:P
coz of him I got my best friend ♥ :D
I dont rembr ALL of d eventz that followed but I just rembr dat u have been an IMPORTANT part of my lyf tabse….
U been der thru evry up and dwn in my lyf tabse….I have told abt evry nonsense detail to u n d shocking fact…u listened!
Wen one of our friend had turned against me for sumthng I din do»>u were der….even though she was much closer to u than me…n I wud have totally understud if u had been with her nt me…u still were der by my side tellin me dat shell go to hell :P:P…..
It tuk me a looonngg tym to let that frndshp go but evrytym I used to bring it up n start cryin over wot a spcl frnd I had lost u scolded me n told me she was nt worth it….U are the only reason I cud stop blamin woteva happnd on me….
In these 2 years I think we have fought seriously only 1c….durin dat sms drama!!..:P (u rembr dat??..:P)
And thru ol my idiotic assumptionz…stupid reasons to question ur trust in me and God know wot ol odr Crazzyyy thingz in my mind u have not got irritated n told me k I pakao too much (I knw i do dattt!!)
and now its tym…I guess…to let u know….that Parth Raval….You are the best thing that has happened to me in the 17 years of my lyf…. n I m reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllly gratefull to God that he gave me an angel as my best friend….:)
I love you n alwayz will….U are the BEST of the best friends I ever had….I dont know wot else to say…
Happy Birthday!

;"(

I am strong because I have been weak…..
I’m kinda beautiful because I know all my flaws……
I’m fearless because I have been afraid…..
I’m not stupid because I have been one…..
I can laugh because I Have cried….
Lady Gaga taught me Its okay to be different…
Ke$ha taught me to be myself and not care what anyone else thinks…
Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through…
Taylor Swift taught me not every guy/girl is going to treat me right…
Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me…
Music taught me how to live…..♥
I believe its now or never….
I believe in me forever…
What have we got to loose…
This is what I choose…
I believe in this journey..become my destiny…
Chase every dream…
I believe Chase every dream….♥

Fire And Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,

Some say in ice.

From what I’ve tasted of desire

I hold with those who favor fire.
Eclipse
But if it had to perish twice,

I think I know enough of hate

To say that for destruction ice

Is also great

And would suffice. 

-Robert Frost
emo vampire song <3